Surreptitious

I'm in love with the idea of being in love
I'm quite sure this is exactly how it feels
But I'm keeping it to myself
I can't take the risk of sharing it with you

I know you told me
That if I love somebody
I gotta tell her exactly how I feel
Otherwise the moment pass
And I'd end up feeling misused

Oh it'd flatter you to know
That the moment I'm hanging onto is with you
But trust me, you won't know how to deal
And we'd end up going in circles
Two people - feeling very confused

So I'm in love with the idea of loving you
Someimes I wish I could hang myself
Rob me of the need to feel